So yeah, I doodled a lot last month, It's crazy. Since I havn't posted my art here in a while...

here is the link to the image.

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1. A doodle of a friend. Or how I see her in my head XD
2. I was on PChat with Aeth and Cardi and couldn't think of what to draw.. so they came out. My little leaf people which I have wanted to draw a little story for... but never have. >_>;; story of my life.
2. (I put 2 twice) Just me asking God to get Ceez a woman... XD
3. Ceez wanted a drawing of him... he made me erase and redraw his 'package' larger... XD
4. Agawa, Myself, and Muu. :D True story. They use me as a pillow all the time.
5. Just a cute couple holding hands.
6. A gift art. Both their chars. The one on the right ruined the mood with a fart :x Haha
7. The starter of my 'I love drawing big hair' mood. I don't know what I was drawing.. I just went with it XD.
8. Me killing Epy. Wish this was a true story XDDDD sTUPID.FGKDJFGHKDJFG <3>_>
9. Myself and Cow Tora (the plush cow I sleep with at night)
10. EPY IS A MAGICAL GIRL!
11: Random mermaid~
12: Aeth and Me
13: Jin needed some help with sai, so I drew Jin while he watched... XD
14. A drawing a girl sitting on and around a bunch of tv's that I have not finished yet.
15. A girl sititng in a teacup that I will never finish... XD
16. I'm not sure what this guy is.. but I love him so much.
17: Naked girl wearing a scarf >_>;;;;

I got accepted. What an amazing and horrible thing to find out at 4:41 am....
I cried. I'm such a nerd.

HEY EVERY ONE. GIVE ME A RANDOM WORD.. Please don't be gross... I need it for something. BUT YES. RANDOM WORDS. PLOX.

http://www.livestream.com/foodcrumbs gonna start colors ( THERE IS SOUND. VERY RANDOM MUSIC.. XD)

http://www.livestream.com/foodcrumbs started a drawing a bit ago, still working on it.


... my live stream has been wonky so I donno XD but here goes~

WHO KNOWS A GOOD FREE FTP PROGRAM ? D: *NEEDS TO WORK ON SITE*

Can someone take the plam pre and the iPhone and mush them together to make my perfect phone. Please.

I woke up 45 mins later then I normally do, but am ready a half hr before I normally am.... Funny how that works.

Any way. Life has been pretty boring. I only work at XS Once a week, but do maid work every day. I work as a maid in my own house, and while most of you will roll your eyes at me... you have no idea lol. My mother and father are both ill (No not h1n1), so dad asked me if I could clean up the house till I left and I agreed. He is being super nice and paying me for it..... which.... is really nice.

... My parents are a slob. My idea was to do the daily clean, every day I would tidy and keep the house clean with less effort. My idea failed. In one day, my mother and father use more utensils then a household of 8. I don't... even understand. We have heaps of plates and bowls and silverware... and by the end of the day... almost all of it is dirty. I rinse and reuse a plate cup and such so I know I'm not the one making the mess. And that's just the kitchen. I have to vacuum and sweep the whole house every day. I have to clean all 4 bathrooms, paint shit that needs to be painted, wash cars, mow, everything. Anything and everything. EVERYDAY. It takes like 5 hrs a day to do a daily clean on good days. ON GOOD DAYS. Cleaning up daily, after 2 people shouldn't take 5 hrs lol. Oh well, I get paid I guess. Keeps me busy.... but god... what slobs.

I wish someone would just give me money XDDD So lazy. Yes.
Off to work.

Goodbye Laptop, you were good until you decided to be broken and the shop guy refused to fix you. I hope you and the guy at the shop burn in hell : D Kiss kiss.

Now I get to buy a new beast computer in Toronto. I am okay with this.

Ahhh it's been a while eh. EHHH!

I'm getting my hair cut and dyed on Thursday; can't fucking wait. I'm so horribly sick of my hair being long that I want to just cut it off my self to get it over with.

I was going to post something.. but this post has been sitting here for a day...

So.. here have a random doodle.

( doodle )

Dude... I remember when this song / album came out. I bought the VHS! VVVV HHH SSSS! Lol... christ. Someone brought tit up and I had to listen to it cause it was stuck in my head. I know I always talk about how time has passed... but.. seriously...... time has mother fuckin' passed.



I hate stressing all night about something you know you didn't do. More so When you need to wake up at 7 the next morning D:. So happy this is my last Saturday shift. Now I get to be a bum ass into the new year. Can't fucking wait. CAN'T FUCKING WAIT!

I went up stairs to have some fast waffles cause I don't have much of an appetite, and I ended up just coming down stairs and not bothering. My parents have always... ate some of the most gross things ever. But I can handle moose nose soup like a million times more then seeing my dad cook mushrooms in like... an inch of cooking oil. Who the fuck does that. Not to mention.. it was my pan.. that I just bought last night. I haven't even been able to use it my self yet D:. He better wash it properly... its the worst for washing pans. THE WORRSTTTT.

Later tonight I start going through all my boxes that are set to leave for Toronto. I have to go through them one more time and get rid of some MORE stuff. I'm going crazy here guys. ahah. My poor stuffs. D: I know its just stuffs... but I like my stuffs D: ya know.

All I do is bitch and complain in my journal these days. Next post will be positive. I swear by it.


On a side note... I have been reading Fist of the North Star. Lol. It's making me lawl uncontrollably. What a 'MANLY' manga. Lololol.

"Why are you burying the man you just killed?"

"Because we loved the same woman."

hehehe. Oh gosh. That might be funny only if you seen the fight and read the full speech and speel. A ha!

I went to go take a shower, to realize my bathroom was full of paint. Everywhere. And two canvases where in the tub drying, with paint all over the place (Some how even on the ceiling). Most people would find this annoying... But I dunno. It was one of those moments where you say to your self, 'You know your an artist when...' lol. I don't know why it made me so happy. But I needed it... as the next two days are going to suck at work.

Yes I complain to much about how much I hate work. Nice people. Not a hard job. I just hate standing there like a light post for 6+ hrs. More so on Saturdays when its 9 hrs.

Other then that not much is going on. I'm getting close to clearing my freaking room out. GOD DAMMMNNIITT!

Also I made cupcakes~

My day went from awesome and happy to miserable.


Happy: I finally decided on a phone I think. Palm pre. HERE is a video putting up against an iphone. Not that I care if its better or if its worse then an iphone.. it's just a good video of what it does.


Sad: I am pretty sure my hard drive kicked the bucket. FUCK.

I never uploaded mixtape 4... so here it is along with 5.

. . . . 4 . . . .

• Cherry Lips - Garbage
• Compliment each other PlayradioPLIZZAAAYY
• Cybersix Opening - Robbi Finkel feat. Coral Egan
• Don't Cry out - Shiny toy guns
• Eastwood730 - Gorillaz
• Genie - Girls Generation
• Just be friends - Megurine Luka
• Knights of Cydonia - Muse
• My eyes - Felicia Day
• Other father song - They Might be Giants
• Seaside - Super junior, DBSK & SHINee
• The sound of silence - Simon & garfunkel
• The sun and the rain - Madness
• Times They are changing - Bob Dylan

[ D O W N L O A D ]

. . . . 5 . . . .

• 20+ CENTURY BOYS - Acid Black Cherry
• getitup - Mindless self Indulgence
• Hard to Concentrate - Red Hot Chili Peppers
• Hello(feat. 다라) - G-Dragon
• Like daddy, Like daughter
• Chu Chu Lovely Muni Muni Mura Mura Purin Purin Boron Nurururerorero - Maximum the Hormone
• Pins and needles - Billy talent
• Planetarium - Otsuka Ai
• Pray - Tommy Heavenly6
• Viva la gloria (little girl) - Green day
• 사랑을 잃고 난 노래하네 - 8Eight
• 임희택 - 뛰어
• 君の知らない物語 - Supercell


[ D O W N L O A D ]


I have been trying to write a real journal.. I'm having issues <_< I donno

Actually yes I can. Got a 3 day a week, min wage job through a friend. THATS GOOD ENOUGH FOR ME! Money to pay off debt is fine by me. I have to wear a uniform shirt... but other then that... I can wear what ever. I don't think I'll wear my lip rings though..

Got my hair cut yesterday. I have sideways bangs again XDDD They are cut shorter on the right side, and longer on the left side. I wanted side bangs... but I hate the long of bangs just being like.. pulled over. Looks stupid as hell on me.. so this is what I do. Looks much better.


aww arn't I just so cute.. >_> yeah right lol

Tomorrow is the wedding... so that + moving + my sister coming down = massive stress of death. OH GOD.

UHHHH! WHAT ELSE IS THER TO SAY? nothing really. Other then I'm so tierd... I wish my body would let me sleep more then like..... 3 hrs.

TIME TO SHOWERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

This time there is no image because no photoshop right now.
p.s. Does any one know how to put spell checker on fire fox. I have always had it... but when I had to reinstall its no longer working. >: stupid laptop breaking *kick*

1: Stupid - Sarah McLachlan
2: Abiso - HEAD PHONES PRESIDENT
3: Bakuso Yume Uta - Soul Eater ED
4: NGS - Asian Kung Fu Generation
5: SELFISH LOVE - Miyavi
6: Resonance - T.M.Revolution
7: Pink Spider - hide
8: Acid rain - Pierrot
9: Aerials - System of a Down
10: Salt in out wounds - HIM
11: What have you done - Within Tempation
12: Wie weit - Apocalyptica
13: Defying Gravity - Wicked OST
14: XIN WO - Fahrenheit
15: Ducktales <--- <3

[ D O W N L O A D]

My family never makes any sense to me. Ever. My dad wants me here... but now he wants me at the old house and doesn't want me leaving any of my things here... so I have to REPACK everything I have here so I can go home for a few days, then move back again.

So much rage right now. Not only is that annoying, it makes no sense what so ever. But you can't disagree with dad, he gets the last word. Always. And if you try to have it any other way... you regret it in the end. /sigh

Other then that. My laptop should be in today(But I bet it's another day or so)so here is hoping. I seriously miss my laptop -_-. Once again, I love my mac... but none of the fun stuff is on it. And I miss farting about on Ragnarok! /sigh again.

Ah well... I made this post mainly to bitch. So I'm going to go continue to clean up.